Rumor around my job is I am pregnant. Boy I hope so but getting hopes up devastate. I could be offended bc it could be a sign of weight gain but people who see me outside of work garb ask am I losing weight so I am not SO PISSED OFF. After trying for three years I cannot wait to tell people I am pregnant. What if I am? I have promised not to take pregnancy tests prematurely and I won't. I am going to wait and let the blood test tell me. I feel no different. I am very happy but that is for a bunch of reasons. One, I am not letting my GF irritate me. Two, I am not dealing with any one or any situation that is not handled with maturity. Three, fuck my job and I pretty much told my boss that. I am not doing what she says anymore or my other one million bosses. Four, people who are of personal drain and downers have just been sent virtual divorce decrees. I no longer need some people. Its not personal they just drain me and I do not need it. I have work to do. I want to be a better me, so I can be a fabulous Mom and a fabulous person.
Thanks television stations btw for all of the dumb ass shows because I will definitely be reading alot. I hate reality shows and thanks to you, the kids I am able to conceive will never watch an IDIOT BOX! Fingers crossed for pregnancy!
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