Eleven Tries

I am tough. I never knew it before but after this process I realize I am tough. Today I went through my third egg transfer and I made it. I have tried to conceive since 2008. ELEVEN TIMES I have tried. I have faith that I will be pregnant soon. I admit I am bitter it has taken so long but a positive pregnancy test will cure that for me. What will I do? How will I live? How will I offer my child stability. I do not know any of that yet. This time I am just going to wait. Not patiently but wait.